I just found my Notes in FB and I just thought I’d share it here. It’s my 7th anniversary post…
I can still remember the cold thursday night. The sky was clear and the humming sound of the air conditioning unit was the only noise in a small room some 30 storeys above the ground. I was waiting, thinking, reading and reading the terms that eventually changed my life. Before I finally sealed what was to become an anchor and a chain, a burden as well as a blessing to my existence, I made a final glance to the god knows how many pages of fine prints. I took a deep breath and the ink started to flow effortlessly as my fingers doodle my initials above my well written name. Almost out of breath, I touched my signature. I felt God’s blessing upon me. It felt like winning a lottery. I packed my bag and headed home with a brown envelope with my name printed in bold letters and the date that reads
OCTOBER 18, 2004
Seven years later, I find myself secretly browsing online searches for a new partner. After seven long years, I am giving up the thought of forever. We had disagreements, disappointments, frustrations as well as success and genuine happiness. My life has been you. You were the sun in my solar system. You became the chlorophyl to my leaves and food for my eternal hunger for learning and appreciation….In the end, you became the poison that is slowly eating every bit of sanity we have nurtured together.